Normally? No. I've a friend that can work as a point of serenity for me most of the time. But right now he is...not. Of a mind to assist me. Not in that he does not wish to help- there are extenuating circumstances I don't want to think about right now.

[And she's still swimming a little, focus drifting out, making her flinch. Too much. And she can't quite reel it all in again. She doesn't think about reaching over and taking Harry's hand, turning to press the back of it against her cheek. Just. A small comfort, against everything she couldn't ignore. A heartbeat, two, and she sighs. It hurts her a little less, when she has this.]